i dont know what is the title is...haha

fiyuuhh~

finally i m home.
after midyear exam..
haha..
i think all my paper will sucks.
but its ok..
at least i took a lot of effort for this mid year exam.
and the most important thing is i could felt the joy of study..haha... weird right..
i got the momentum of the study..hihi..
so.. i hope after this i will never give up no matter how bad my midyear exam..
i was a little bit disappointed with my maths paper..
i can do it very well..i know how to do it...
but that day...when i was answering the question...i had stomachache..
huh...how pain is it...with that condition..i left quite many of questions...
other papers...my problem is time..huh~
but..as i said before.. i will never give up n keep climbing until the top of the mountain...yeahhh..!!!!

then..
friday...
after economics paper..
at about 4pm...i went to malacca...!!!!
thanks to azizi cause let me went there togeteher with him and jawe(zul) by his kancil..hihi..~
i went there to meet my bestfriend, charmine nashira..
it had been so long time not to see her after high school..
we were friends since we were in sains muar (SAMURA)
whats special at her place it that...actually she lives in kem terendak..
her father is in army squad.. so, it was quite interesting to see that so many army guard at the camp..hahhaaa...~
next day... we when to malacca parade by bus..we watched movie and shopping..~ yay!
i bought a pair of padini jeans and t shirt..hhihiii...

then...on sunday..
we decided to go to the beach just at the back of charmine's house...
we walked there.
suddenly i felt down because of the slipper was worn all ready..
then.- i sprained my ankle....again..
huh...~
how unlucky am i..
this is the second time in this year..i sprained my ankle..
hahhaa..~
then..
i lye down on the middle of the road...in the jungle...(in the camp) because i cant move my legs...it was realy hurt..and my face was really pale..
there were so many monkeys there..
and then my friend said to me...
"ajin...its better for you to get up now and we just go home...if not...the monkeys might think that you are such a big banana lying down in the middle of this road"
hahhaaa...
you know why she said that..?
it because i wore such a neon yellow cardigan...hahahaa
then the next day i went back to my hometown, johor...
hiihihii~

this friday my friends organize a bbq at her house...i didnt decide yet whether i want to go or not.. it depends on my legs...~ hahahaaa

hope that everyone enjoys this holiday..
because..
after this..
we will again have so0o0o0o0o0o0oooo many assignments and test..
this is just the start of all..
not the end of all... =)
so no matter what..
i will never give up for this ausmat..
if seniors can fly...
our batch also can fly...included me of course...
chaiyok...!!!!!!!!!!!!!

happy holiday everyone...!

adios...~

i m sad. SOS...~

i feel very sad right know.

just now, mr derick gave all of us a lot homework. honestly, i love english homework, although i am not really good in english. thats the reason i like english homework. it can improve my enlish. however, we have to do timing while doing the homework. seriously, i cant answer those question. i do understand what is the passage is about and i know the answer some of the questions. it just that i cant put all my ideas into words. huh~

the essay parts.
i do have the ideas. but again. i cant put it into words.
i do agree that i dont really have enough general knowledge. so, i should read more i guess.
but, besides that, what should i do...??
i dont know what to do. mr derick...!!!!!! help me...huaaaaaa...~
i feel that i m very suck right know.
i m down and sad.


i am very worried about eald right know
=(

home

honestly i dont know what to post this week. umm... lately, i m not in a good mood. maybe because i m very tired right know. tired of assignments, tests, homework, calculator and so many things.

i miss my home. sometimes, i do jealous with hani, suraya and poh hui because their house just around here. they can go back whenever they what. they can meet their parents and siblings every week. huhh... i feel that i want to cry right now. i wanna go home.....

i miss my own room.

i miss my brother and sister.

truthly, me and my mother were not really close before this. we always fighting just because of a tiny little things. however, when i was form 4, i went to boarding school. after that, my relationship with my mom became much better. i dont know why. haha. now, i can spend my time chit chat with her about cooking, shopping and so many things. although we are very different in our views and opinions, but we still can get along very well. haha. of course we can get along....she is my mom. =P

i close to my father. i always ask for his advise for my study, life, how to buy headphones(haha), . haha. but i cant never ever tell him about a crush on guys.because, he said, "NO BOYFRIEND UNTIL YOU ARE IN THE SECOND LAST YEAR IN UNIVERSITY" huh~ but he never restrict me to be friend with guys. hihi. one thing that i like about my father is, he always say like this to me..."IF YOU NEED TO BUY SHOES, CLOTHES or BAGS, JUST BUY IT. YOU ARE STILL YOUNG..HAVE TO FOLLOW THE TREND..USE YOUR MONEY FIRST, LATER I WILL REPAY IT..." =)
hihi. cool right..? but pity to him if i spend too much. so, i decided that i have to saving so i could buy all those things with my own money.hihi.

when i think of both my parents, i feel guility. my results recently not really good. its ok. i promise to both of you, i will never give up and i will achive great results in the ausmat...
YEAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

fiyuuhh~

finally, documentary and economics project work had been finished and submitted. Although i am a bit disappointed because i was not really ready for the economics, but at least i ve tried my best. i slept at 5am just to do all the slide show for presentation. i agree that economics is not easy. i do understand when miss jesrina explain in class but i have big problem in applying all the economics concepts in questions given almost every week.huh~ however, i will not give up. yeahhh!!

in my view, i think that applicable maths become more difficult. we have to use the graphical calculator. for me, i dont like to use the graphical calculator because it is too "modern". haha. what i mean is that sometimes it takes long time to discover how to use that calculator.and one more thing, sometimes i careless, i put the wrong data into the calculator and then i got a wrong answer. aaargghh~ dont like that thing! but.. i have to get use of it. actually it makes life easier. it just me, myself that not really know how to use it efficiently. hahaaa. so, it is my fault...?????????????

chemistry...?
umm... i have no comment. haha. before this, we done about 6 experiments. mostly, it required us to heat the chemical and "playing around" with dangerous, explosive and corrosive chemicals.
i still remember, miss prema said......" be careful when handling all the chemical. it may corrode your hand and blench your hair then become grey...." WHAT..???!!!! i realise that chemistry is very dangerous subject. this week, we done an experiment again. however, i found that it is a fun exeriment. we have to mix the chemical and it will change is colour. WOW...! how amazing... this is the most enjoyable and fun experiment i had ever done in my life.. (actually it isjust a simple experiment).

i love colours

physics..
last topic test i dropped a little bit. huh~
more careless..
it is ok..
i will take it as a lesson. never ever have careless in any paper of any subjects.

now lets talk about english class. i still worry about my english. huh~
especially when it comes to literature. i do love literature. but, i cant really think deeply and peel the layer of the sentences or words. huh~
although my english not really good. but, i will never shy to do the mistake. i learn from mistake...! yeaaahhh!!!

so, as conclusion, although i have a lot of difficult in ausmat, but, i will never give up and i will enjoy all the hard, sad, happy and whatever moment during this period of time...

=)

i think thats all,....

adioosss..

rainy day

Here they come again
Some people might hate them
Just because they are dull in grey
Just because they make us wet and cold
I ran out to them
It such a beautiful moment
To see the drops from the grey dull skies
Falling down to earth
Like millions of pearls fall from the skies
At these moment
My heart is free………….

Doodling Can Help Memory

i read this article at yahoo news. Doodling can help memory. =) i love doodling in class. haha!~ especially while lecturers are teaching. as i mentioned from my old post, it is my bad habit. but, i have to denied my statement. actually, doodling in class is a good thing. it helps you to memorise things better. BUT...!!!!!! never day dreaming while doodling...! hihi~ okey, just read the article below:-

FRIDAY, Feb. 27 (HealthDay News) -- You might look like you're not paying attention when you doodle, but science says otherwise.

Researchers in the United Kingdom found that test subjects who doodled while listening to a recorded message had a 29 percent better recall of the message's details than those who didn't doodle. The findings were published in Applied Cognitive Psychology.
"If someone is doing a boring task, like listening to a dull telephone conversation, they may start to daydream," study researcher Professor Jackie Andrade, of the School of Psychology at the University of Plymouth, said in a news release issued by the journal's publisher.

"Daydreaming distracts them from the task, resulting in poorer performance. A simple task, like doodling, may be sufficient to stop daydreaming without affecting performance on the main task."
For the experiment, a two-and-a-half minute listing of several people's names and places was played for test subjects, who were charged with writing down only the names of the people said to be attending a party. During the recording, half the participants were asked to simultaneously shade in shapes on a piece of paper without attention to neatness. Participants were not told they were taking part in a memory test.

When the recording ended, all were asked for the eight names of those attending the party as well as eight place names mentioned in the audio. Those asked to doodle wrote down, on average, 7.5 names and places, while those who didn't doodle listed only 5.8.

"In psychology, tests of memory or attention will often use a second task to selectively block a particular mental process," Andrade said. "If that process is important for the main cognitive task, then performance will be impaired. My research shows that beneficial effects of secondary tasks, such as doodling, on concentration may offset the effects of selective blockade."

In everyday life, Andrade said, doodling "may be something we do because it helps to keep us on track with a boring task, rather than being an unnecessary distraction that we should try to resist doing."

copied from:- http://health.yahoo.com/news/healthday/takenotedoodlingcanhelpmemory.html


okey, thats all..
i just want to share this information to all of you...~

adios..!~

a bad weeekend~

Last week was the hectic week. Huh~ I had to do many thing in a little time. There were a lot of replacement classes. My friends and I had to do the documentary trailer. The worst thing was we had english test on the next day (Friday). So, we stayed up late and did the documentary thing and revised the Japanese story notes that mr derrick gave us.

Last Friday, I went out to basketball court at about 9p.m with athira and atika-seemed that both of them in stress. We played basketball and enjoyed the peaceful of the night. Suddenly, while I was excited playing the basketball-ran here and there, jumped, jumped and jumped like a little monkey, I sprained my ankle. Huh~ it was very pain. Later, I just sat down and watched them playing basketball. An hour later, we walked home. I walked home slowly and limp. =_=”

The next day, my feet still hurts. I could not walk, even stand up properly. So, I didn’t join my friends to interview our primary character. Then, after they came back for the interview, they took me to doctor. I am very nervous because I was thinking that….. what happen if my feet was very bad and the doctor had to cut it. =_= nonsense. Maybe I was nervous because it had been long time for me to go to clinic and meet the doctor.

For the whole Saturday I was sleepy. I didn’t know why. However, before I slept, I was taking medicine and read a small note at the medicine.

“CAUTION- This medicine may cause drowsiness if affected. Do not drive or operate machinery”

Huh~ no wonder I slept for the whole day.

The next day I didn’t take the medicine. I wanted to study economics. =P

I may get asleep if I take that ‘drug’.

That night, I took the medicine. I realize that the medicine called- T.norgesic/ MUSCLE RELAX. The next day, I am overdosed and woke upat 11.48a.m. My muscle had too much relax.haha~

Thanks god I could walk like a normal people back. Although, my feet didn’t strong as before and it still weak, but I still wear baju kurung and my black high heels. =)

So, the moral of the story, be careful wherever we are.~

Don’t sprain your ankle.

It was really hurts.

Trust me~

Adios.~

english and me.....~

sometimes i feel i m the weakest in english subjects in class...

sometimes i feel that everyone said that i m stupid and whatever in their heart..

or maybe they critise me without i know

sometimes i feel that i m very bad in english...

sometimes i feel that i want to cry just because of english..

and sometimes i do cry for english....

i cried when i was doing my english essay before...

english is the hardest subject for me...

but...

no matter what happen..

i will never give up...

no matter what people say..

i m will not quit..

i ll try hard till the end..

i will not let the others criticize me...

i will be more hardworking...

one day..

there will no more "english is the hardest subject for me"

but...

it will be..."english WAS the hardest subject for me"

never give up...

struggle for english!!!!!

yeahhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

go azreen go...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

something about me~

I am addicted to Nescafe. Haha. Although I knew that Nescafe has caffeine and it is bad for health, I love to drink Nescafe. Everyday, I will drink in the morning and at the evening before start doing mw homework. I don’t know why I love so much Nescafe. I cant live even one day without Nescafe. Haha. Maybe because of both my parents love to drink Nescafe. Hihi.. Besides, I cant stand the aroma of the hot Nescafe. Haaaaaa…~ it is very...............-cannot be describe- the taste of it is the best taste ever. Haha~




Like mr derick, I have short term memory lost also. Huh~ it was my big problem. I always forgot where I put my spectacles and my watch. One day, I lost my spectacles. After 8 minutes, I found it. Unfortunately, less than 2 minute, I lost it again. Oh god….! Sometimes, when I am talking, suddenly I forgot what I want to say. Haha.. it seems weird but it is true.

I am quite hyperactive in my house. I have a problem to sleep. Although I am very tired, it is very difficult for me to sleep at night. I don’t know why. It was very bad thing. I will feel sleepy in the class if I didn’t get enough sleep. So, my mother asked me to drink hot milk 1 or 2 hours before I sleep. So, I will sleep and dreaming happily every night. Haha. It is really works.

I had a bad habit in class. While lecturers or teachers were teaching in front of the class, I love to draw and sketch. Actually I don’t think I cant do this because, at that moment, my ears and brain was focusing to the lecturer but it just my hand do the drawing and sketching. For me it does increase my concentration in class. This is my habit since I was about 13 years old. =)

I think that’s all I wanna to share something about me that may other people rarely have all these thing

Hihi~

2-6 feb~

Ok.. after Chinese new year holiday, everything goes like normal. There were many things happened this week.

Firstly, I found that, I had fallen in love wih economics. Haha. Last year, economics class was so0o0 boring. I have no idea what I had learned last year. I didn,t fully blame our lecturer. Maybe he that was the best he could teach us. Besides, we don’t really put our effort to understand the subject. T_T . This year, our new lecturer makes me more interested in the economics subject. Now I can see, at the end oh this semester, I’ll be one of the best students in economics. =) hiihii…hope so..~

On the Tuesday morning, my class and architecture 2 class watched Japenese story. Hiihi.. I think it is quiet a good movie. The movie showed the differences between two cultures. It really opened up my mind when I watched the part where the hero and heroin in the movie try to accept each other cultures. I realized that sometimes, the way we think was influenced by our own cultures. Overall, the movie is good but a little bit boring as it was quite slow.

Nad and I are in one group to do the english assignment. We have to do Boy Tales of Childhood book review. We stayed up late until 3a.m to find out the cool, suitable and colourful stuff and pictures to do the collage thing. Although I had to stay up late but it is worth because we had done a really colourful and beautiful collage. I’m very proud to say that. Haha.. I was eager to do the presentation on our book review. We supposed to have english class on the Thursday but I had been canceled. How sad I was…….=(

On the Friday night, I helped my friends to prepare meals for our friend’s birthday party. Indera and Jia-wen. We ate steamboat. That was so nice to have the steamboat. Later, we play a game, poison box. When the music was playing, the poison box will be passed to all of us. Then, when the music stopped, the person who was the last who hold the box will open the box and pick one of the papers inside the box. He or she had to follow the instruction written on the paper. Some of them had to act like our lecturer and had to dancing. After the end of the game, zhaf entertained us with his beloved guitar. He played the guitar and all of us sang together. We enjoyed the party.

At the end of party, there was another ‘event’. Indera(the birthday boy) had been bullied by us. Hahaaa… we threw eggs, flour and water to him. At the end, he was like ‘jemput-jemput’. Hahaaaaaa.. all of us wet as we were “watering” each other outside my house. Unfortunately, I forgot that my handphone was in my jeans’ pocket. Later, I found my handphone cant function properly. There was something wrong somewhere in my phone. Huaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa…. The worst part was, I had to send it to shop and repair it. Oh no….!!!!!!!!!! money again…~ X_X

So0o0…I think that’s all.. hope that my phone will get well soon… hahah~